Michael Jackson autopsy leaked

The Sun is reporting that it has received a copy of the corner’s autopsy report and by the sounds of Jackson was in pretty bad shape.
According to the leaked document Michael was literally skin and bones having barely eaten and the contents of his stomach showing only pills, although they don’t say what kind. His hips, shoulders and thighs supposedly were riddled with needle wounds which is believed to be a result of daily injections of narcotic painkillers.
Further details in the report supposedly point to a wig wearing anorexic body weighing about 112 pound. Additionally the body had several broken ribs from the rescuers attempts to resuscitate him. There is also suggestions that four injection sites were found above or near to his heart.
Three of the injections had penetrated the heart wall — causing damage — but a fourth missed and hit one of the 50-year-old star’s ribs.
The autopsy also found unexplained BRUISING on Jackson’s knees and on the fronts of both shins. And there were CUTS on his back, indicating a recent fall.
The King of Pop’s once handsome face bore a network of plastic surgery scars, while the bridge to his nose had vanished and its right side had partially collapsed.
As inquiries into the tragedy last night focused on the star’s personal physician Dr Conrad Murray, a source close to the Jackson entourage said: “Michael’s family and fans will be horrified when they realise the appalling state he was in.
“He was skin and bone, his hair had fallen out and had been eating nothing but pills when he died. Injection marks all over his body and the disfigurement caused by years of plastic surgery show he’d been in terminal decline for years.
Source: Sun UK – The shock findings of the Michael Jackson autopsy
This of course flies in the face of all the reports of the people really close to him who said that Michael was in the best shape he had been in years as he got ready for his concert tour.
http://www.inquisitr.com/27642/michael-jackson-autopsy-leaked/

Liquid water on Saturn moon could support life

Scientists have found evidence that cold, Yellowstone-like geysers of water are issuing from a moon of Saturn called Enceladus, apparently fueled by liquid reservoirs that may lie just tens of yards beneath the moon’s icy surface.
The surprising discovery, detailed in Friday’s issue of the journal Science, could shoot Enceladus to the top of the list in the search for life elsewhere in our solar system. Scientists described it as the most important discovery in planetary science in a quarter-century
“I think this is important enough that we will see a redirection in the planetary exploration program,” Carolyn Porco, head of the imaging team for the Cassini mission to Saturn, told MSNBC.com. “We’ve just brought Enceladus up to the forefront as a major target of astrobiological interest.”
The readings from Enceladus’ geyser plumes indicate that all the prerequisites for life as we know it could exist beneath Enceladus’ surface, Porco said.
“Living organisms require liquid water and organic materials, and we know we have both on Enceladus now,” she said. “The plumes through which Cassini flew last July contain methane, contain CO2, propane — they contain several organic materials.”
The third necessary ingredient — energy for fueling life’s processes — could exist around hydrothermal vents around the bottom of Enceladus’ water reservoirs, just as it does around Earth’s deep-ocean hydrothermal vents.
The results impressed University of Colorado planetary scientist Robert Pappalardo, who has studied Enceladus and other icy moons but was not involved in the newly published research.
“I think the discovery of activity on Enceladus is about the most exciting discovery in planetary science since the volcanoes of Io,” he said, referring to the detection of volcanic activity on Jupiter’s moon by the Voyager probe in 1979.
The findings unveiled Thursday are based on imagery as well as temperature readings from Cassini, a U.S-European spacecraft that has been studying the ringed planet and its moons since 2004.
The precise sources of the geysers could not be spotted directly, because Cassini’s camera isn’t quite good enough to spot the bright spray of water and ice crystals against the bright ice on Enceladus’ surface, said imaging team member Andrew Ingersoll, an atmospheric scientist at the California Institute of Technology.
However, Cassini’s camera repeatedly recorded the spray of ice crystals and water vapor from Enceladus’ south polar region, backlit by sunlight. That imagery allowed researchers to trace the source back to the mysterious dark “tiger stripes” previously seen on Enceladus.
Researchers investigated several possibilities for the origin of the geysers, including the idea that the contents were driven by warm ice turning directly into vapor, or consisted of a cometlike slurry of ice and dirt.
The Cassini team found that the spray from the geysers was composed of equal proportions of ice and water vapor. That ruled out the “warm ice” model as well as the “comet” model, Porco said. The best remaining model was that the geyser was driven by liquid water beneath the surface.

“We arrived at our last model, and in some ways somewhat reluctantly, because this is a pretty extraordinary result,” she said. “Like [the late astronomer] Carl Sagan was fond of saying, ‘Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence.’”
The imaging team’s conclusion was supported by the temperature readings from Cassini’s infrared spectrometer: Although the surface temperatures were far below freezing, the readings showed relatively warm spots in the south polar region, centering on the tiger stripes. Scientists traced the internal heating patterns that could create such warm spots, and concluded that temperatures could be above freezing mere yards beneath the surface.
“It can be warm enough 10 meters or so beneath the surface,” Porco explained, “and there’s enough pressure to keep liquid water stable at that depth.”
Still more supporting evidence came from an analysis of the ice surrounding the “tiger stripe” cracks. That ice was amorphous and virtually crater-free, indicating that it welled up relatively recently.
Cassini’s images showed that the geysers rose hundreds of miles above the surface. Based on the imagery, researchers concluded that most of the ice crystals fell back to the surface as snow. Some of the ice escaped Enceladus’ gravity field to become part of a wide, thin ring of Saturn known as the E ring.
Boiling water beneath the surface?
The Cassini team theorized that water could be heated to the boiling point far beneath the surface, pushing up through the “tiger stripe” cracks, Porco said. The source of the heating could be molten rock, perhaps extending nearer to the surface in the south pole region, she said.
“If you have molten rock, then we really are playing the game of looking possibly at an environment that is conducive to living organisms,” Porco said. “If this is correct, we’ve just hit the ball out of the park. It doesn’t really get much more exciting than this. If this is all we did on Cassini, this would have made the mission worthwhile.”
The types of living organisms Porco and astrobiologists have in mind aren’t little green men or even little green fish. Rather, they’re more likely to be microbes that have adapted to the type of sunless, chemical-fueled environment seen around Earth’s hydrothermal vents. For years, scientists have theorized that such environments might exist beneath the similarly icy surface of Europa, a moon of Jupiter, or beneath the surface soil of Mars.
Years of further research
It will literally take years to follow up on Cassini’s findings about Enceladus: Although the spacecraft made three close flybys of the moon in 2005, the next close encounter isn’t scheduled until 2008. Porco said the Cassini team is already working to change the probe’s orbit to get closer to the moon, and she said it would be imperative for the Cassini mission to get an extension beyond 2008 for even more encounters.
“It would be insanity to think that we wouldn’t get it, based on this discovery,” she said.
Ingersoll said observations need to be repeated to solidify the case for liquid water on Enceladus. “I’d be perfectly happy to do this again, just to see how much variability there is,” he said.

One of the big unanswered questions has to do with why so much heat is emanating from such a little moon. The Saturnian system is about 890 million miles (1.4 billion kilometers) from the sun, so sunlight isn’t much of a factor. Moreover, Enceladus is just 309 miles (500 kilometers) wide, compared with Europa’s diameter of 1,940 miles (3,138 kilometers).
On Europa, internal heat is thought to be generated by a molten core as well as tidal flexing. But on Enceladus, the calculations for such effects fall short by a factor of 10, Porco said.
Some scientists have theorized that Enceladus is an asymmetric moon, with a small molten core that’s off-center. That could explain why the warm spots are concentrated in the south polar region, and why Enceladus might have regional reservoirs of liquid water rather than a global subsurface ocean. However, scientists would have to explain how the core came to be off-center in the first place.
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New scientific frontiers
Pappalardo said the research related to Enceladus’ geysers suggested many more scientific questions yet to be answered.
“I think it certainly elevates the priority of further Enceladus exploration, by the Cassini spacecraft first off,” he said. “We really need to understand what’s going on there. What kind of plumbing is there on Enceladus? What could be maintaining the liquid, if there really is a reservoir of liquid water within?”
Like Pappalardo, Brown University planetary scientist James Head ranked the results from Enceladus alongside the 1979 discovery of Io’s volcanoes. Head, an expert on Europa, said the findings could help reverse NASA cutbacks in space science missions. For example, NASA recently put a proposed mission to Europa and Jupiter’s other icy moons on hold.
“People are really striving to try to reverse that, because it is such a clear imperative,” he told MSNBC.com.
Porco said that the evidence for liquid water could well put Enceladus ahead of Europa as a priority for further exploration, but Head said one icy moon shouldn’t be pitted against another.
“These are the kinds of exciting results that exploration is all about,” he said. “I wouldn’t say it would change the ranking on Europa vs. Enceladus. What it really says that we need to get off our butts and explore Europa — because the same kind of exploration is going to give us hundreds of insights about comparable things.”

my leave

My leave was amazing I had a lot of fun and I think I really rested
My plans for leave was to go visiting places but that dint happen I decided to spend time with friends and I had loads of fun , we traveled, nyamachomas Naivasha and Kitengela with Nafthali[roasted goats ], moooooovies we watched ‘marriage counselor’ more than 4 times waaw! That’s the movie of the month ha ha ha and guyz came to my place twice for a sleep over I will post some photos here[ist day we where 13 guyz and the second almost 20 ]
It was awesome amazing, I dint know people are that a blessing, I felt loved thanks so much hope FM chatz I really treasure you guyz, you are such a blessing and as time goes by more stuff gonna come, wewe na hiyo plot yaku-do a song for the whole group we do together …I think its awesome, we have all types pf talents in the group, script writers, vocalists, instrumentalist, producers, marketers, lets do this,
I have known that God has blessed us with friends but often we take them for granted, when we are going through stuff and we praying for answers to hurts loneliness, being broke, loosing hope, etc God has already answered we just need to take time and spend with people and talk, you cant explain how much healing is with this race made in Gods image …

WE VISITED A CHILDRENS HOME WITH UPPER ROOM BS GROUP IT WAS OFF THE HOOK!! U CAN SEE THE PHOTOS and we went kwa kina Muthoki and ate like never before food food food!!!!!

on the last day other friends come to cook me pilau[alot of it], do me some manicure and pedicu
re ha ha
I am expecting a lot this season I have also thought a lot about music and might be going back to the industry but am keeping my option open ..
Well I don’t have a lot to write I don’t know where my morale for writing went but I know it will be back soon …..THAT WAS LEAVE WELL SPENT!
Be blessed I will keep u posted if something new comes up
Baraka!!

Apollo 14 Astronaut: Space Aliens Are Real

Apollo 14 Astronaut: Space Aliens Are Real
FoxNews
An Apollo 14 astronaut told a group of UFOlogists Monday that aliens are not a myth and called on the government to disclose its findings, The Washington Times reported.
“It is now time to put away this embargo of truth about the alien presence,” Edgar D. Mitchell, who made the longest moonwalk in history, told those attending a conference in Gaithersburg, Md., set up by the Paradigm Research Group.
“I call upon our government to open up … and become a part of this planetary community that is now trying to take our proper role as a spacefaring civilization,” the 79-year-old added. “We are being visited.”
Paradigm Research Group founder Stephen Bassett backed Mitchell’s theory and demanded that President Obama’s administration release all information concerning extraterrestrial beings.
“If it does not disclose, by the end of May — this is not a threat or anything, you don’t threaten the United States government, they’re heavily armed … the PRG has an enormous and substantial network, and quite a bit of documentary evidence connected to this, particularly politically … and we are going to be extensively putting that out to the media, and we’re just going to make it as difficult on them as possible,” Bassett told the newspaper.

A Biblical Pattern for Conflict Resolution

by George Cladis

Now during those days, when the disciples were increasing in number, the Hellenists complained against the Hebrews because their widows were being neglected in the daily distribution of food. And the twelve called together the whole community of the disciples and said, “It is not right that we should neglect the word of God in order to wait on tables [literally: "be deacons"]. Therefore, friends, select from among yourselves seven men of good standing, full of the Spirit and of wisdom, whom we may appoint to this task, while we, for our part, will devote ourselves to prayer and to serving the word.” What they said pleased the whole community, and they chose Stephen, a man full of faith and the Holy Spirit, together with Philip, Prochorus, Nicanor, Timon, Parmenas, and Nicolaus, a proselyte of Antioch. They had these men stand before the apostles, who prayed and laid their hands on them.
(Acts 6:1-6, NRSV)

In Acts, chapter 6, we have the election and ordination of the first Board of Deacons. The new committee was formed because of a dispute—sound like your church? There were two kinds of poor widows in the early Christian church: Palestinian (Aramaic speaking) widows and Hellenistic (Greek speaking) widows.

Palestinian widows were allowed to receive food “distribution” from the Jerusalem Temple unless they believed in Jesus as the Messiah; if they became Christians, they were banned from the Temple’s Soup Kitchen line! Greek speaking widows of Judaism were already distrusted, regardless of their convictions about Jesus, and forbidden from receiving the Temple’s distribution for the poor.

The early Church decided to take up a collection to help the new widow believers in Christ but they continued the Temple prejudice of giving only to the Palestinian widows! The Hellenistic widows were left with nothing from both the Temple and the early Church Food4Widows ministry. These widows complained to the Twelve (apostles) who seemed a bit annoyed but sympathetic to the concern: we need deacons [literally: table waiters or "hashers"]! And it is interesting to note that the deacons elected by the early church all have Greek names—one hopes the Palestinian widows would now get their fair share!

A helpful pattern emerges from this Scripture useful for work and every arena of life:

1. Listen Carefully: The disciples listened carefully to the concern, and they showed great customer service!
2. Assess Honestly: They recognized the inequity. Honest assessment is essential.
3. Discard Prejudices: They were willing to change old attitudes and prejudices in light of their new belief in Jesus.
4. Think Creatively: They created a new solution involving the whole group, a team elected from the people. Thereby, they resolved the problem.

God is at work changing your heart and now calls forth a new attitude and way of life to match the inner transformation. Are you ready for it?

© 2001 – 2009 H. E. Butt Foundation. All rights reserved. Reprinted with permission from Laity Lodge and TheHighCalling.org.

Does the Bible Really Say All That About Romance?

The Bible pictures God as a passionate, pursuant, and perfect lover.

Rodney Clapp

The Bible speaks not only of ardent love between men and women, but it presents God himself as a lover and his courting of creation as the Great Romance.

The symbol seems a strange one, considering the Christian reluctance to embrace romantic love. Yet it is distinct throughout Scripture. God desires Israel for his bride: “For, as a young man weds a maiden, so you shall wed him who rebuilds you” (Isa. 62:5; all quotations from the NEB). He fondly recalls the days of harmony, “the love of your bridal days, when you followed me in the wilderness” (Jer. 2:2). Yet Israel is unfaithful—God is the unrequited lover. “Will a girl forget her finery or a bride her ribbons? Yet my people have forgotten me over and over again. How well you pick your way in search of lovers!” (Jer. 2:32). God is a passionate lover, and passion can fuel anger. Like the country singer who wonders, “if I saw you, would I kiss you or want to kill you on sight?” God storms at his lover for her prostitution.

After all, he rescued her as a newborn baby lying in her own blood, raised her to full womanhood, gave her fine clothes and jewelry, provided for her the best of foods, and presented her with sons and daughters (Ezek. 16:114). In return, she imperviously fornicates. “How you anger me!” shouts God (Ezek. 16:30). He threatens to turn her over to her many lovers, to strip her naked before them. The lovers will rob her jewelry, stone her, and hack her to pieces (Ezek. 16:39-40).

Which is it, then, kiss or kill?

Wait, for God is the perfect lover. He vents his anger, then whispers: “But now listen, I will woo her, I will go with her into the wilderness and comfort her” (Hos. 2:14). He follows her through fires, floods, dark woods, wherever she goes, then pleads “How shall I deal with you? Your loyalty to me is like the morning mist, like dew that vanishes early.” Don’t you see, he adds, “loyalty is my desire, not sacrifice” (Hos. 6:4-5). Love will heal: it will reveal the eternal identity and make all things new. Come, God says, and Israel may be “fair as the olive” and “flourish like a vine” (Hos. 14:6-7).

Then the persistent lover takes another tack. He is not out to woo only one tribe, one people, but all, and all of creation. This wild lover will stop at nothing. He condescends and assumes the nature of a slave. He walks among us and heals and proclaims peace and routes demons (and takes up a whip to show some of that old anger too). He demonstrates his power over death by raising the dead, he tells story after story to win our trust. He looks on us adoringly, and yearns, “How often have I longed to gather you children, as a hen gathers her brood under her wings: but you would not let me” (Luke 13:34).

And still we will not let him. He is embarrassing us. He keeps company with prostitutes, for one thing. Sometimes he acts too happy, and he eats and drinks more than a holy man should. Worst of all, he makes outlandish claims that he is the same God who has been chasing us all along. Finally, cruelly, we turn our backs on him once more, and nail his back to a cross.

But he is God, and mad in love enough to bear it, to take all our anger and guilt. Three days later, he is backand this shocks us into trying to love him better. Our infidelity is long and habitual, though, and we still slip often. There are yet many other gods winking at us, seducing us. Our resolve to be unfaithful is weakened, just the same.

We have been betrothed to our “true and only husband” (2 Cor. 11:2). We have seen that love really is stronger than death, stronger than life or angels or principalities or powers or anything else. In the end, there is no fighting it. We already hear fiddles scratching away at a distant feast, and we wonder more and more why we ran so hard from this lover. “Happy are those who are invited to the wedding-supper of the Lamb!” (Rev. 19:9).

We hear much of the wedding day, of great, jubilant crowds rumbling like a dozen waterfalls or rolling thunder. They have stopped running and, at long last, accepted true love. “Alleluia!” they cry. “The Lord our God, sovereign over all, has entered on his reign! Exult and shout for joy and do him homage, for the wedding-day of the Lamb has come! His bride has made herself ready, and for her dress she has been given fine linen, clean and shining” (Rev. 19:7-8).

Ah: the bride. Finally she is made new. God’s people bear renewed bodies; bodies sown in humiliation but raised in glory, mortal bodies clothed with immortality (1 Cor. 15:43 and 53). And so suns and moons, rocks and trees, all creation drawn into the heart of God, consummating the praise for which it was made (Ps. 148:5-6). Consumation is what weddings are all about.

Soon, very soon, the wedding of all weddings will begin. Heaven will crash open and the bridegroom appear on a white horse. God’s people may yet be panting from their headlong dash away from him, but they will gather breath to shout.

“‘Come!’ say the Spirit and the bride.

“‘Come’ let each hearer reply” (Rev.22:17)

This article originally appeared in the Feb. 3, 1984, issue of Christianity Today. At that time Rodney Clapp was CT’s editor of arts and sciences. He is now editorial director for Brazos Press.

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In Gaza, Is Love in the Land of Enmity Still Possible?

In counting their losses, Christians, Muslims, Jews discover common ground in grief.

 

Timothy C. Morgan

Since the outbreak of Israel’s military offensive against Hamas in late December, I have received — almost daily — fresh accounts from those close to the conflict.

In November, 2006, I met Labib Madanat, executive director of the Palestinian Bible Society, on my way into Gaza for a reporting trip to follow up on our 2005 coverage by Deann Alford, which we titled: Love in the Land of Enmity.

This week, as the fighting and dying continues, Labib shared some recent experiences with me, which he agreed could be released publicly:

January 2009:

Last year, and after the killing of Rami Ayyad, I had the chance to visit Gaza several times. The most memorable one of those visits was late February 2008 together with Brother Andrew. On that visit I stopped to pick a stone from a location where an Israeli soldier got killed in action 18 years ago; I did so according to a request from the soldier’s father, who later became a friend of mine. We also visited Rami’s widow Pauline Ayyad and her new born baby girl Sama; we encouraged her shared with her pain, joy, and grief.But also during that visit we met with a main Palestinian leader in Gaza, we expressed our condolences for the loss of his son who got killed as he clashed with Israeli soldiers three weeks before our visit. A Christian, a Jew, and a Muslim; in one visit we moved across the dividing lines sharing the love of our Father and his compassion for His tortured humanity in Israel/Palestine.

The last two weeks, and even now, we witness atrocities in Gaza; too painful and too ugly. In south Israel hundreds of thousands keep close to or inside their shelters for the fear of rockets from Gaza.

Sure there is no comparison between the loss of life and injuries in Gaza and inside Israel. Michael Sabbah; the retired Latin Patriarch in Jerusalem said “every person’s pain is human pain”. Whom to blame and how far back we should go? What is the baseline for deciding justice? As a Palestinian/Jordanian Arab Christian I should naturally blame Israel and hold them responsible for the killing of many children in Gaza.

But at the same time a Jewish friend can come and say the same against Hamas or other Palestinian or Arab governments or organizations and hold them responsible for the killing of many Jewish children.

To engage in the blame game is to perpetuate the effect of violence and evil; it adds fuel to the fire. This does not mean acquitting the guilty, it means we submit the file of all the guilty ones, and I am one of them, to the one who judges justly and whose gates of mercy are always open for those who seek it.

So what do we do? To say it is God’s business and run away? Absolutely not. He took the responsibility of justice and gave us the responsibility of compassion. “Love your enemy” in such days mean a lot and so does “love your neighbour as yourself”. In Luke 4, Jesus said to the assembly in Nazareth’s Synagogue ” What you have just heard me read has come true today” . We are the continuation of that fulfillment. So let it be so in action today.

Within the body of Christ, we are people who also belong to our nations. This belonging and citizenship should receive meaning and value and form from our belonging to our heavenly citizenship.

Two days ago I was struck by anger and pain, yesterday I met my brother and colleague Victor, who is a Messianic Jew, we debriefed shared our hearts and prayed. The body of Christ should be a safe territory to walk in the light, receive healing and practice forgiveness. It should not be betrayed to become an additional battle ground, as Jesus said ” My house is a house of prayer for all nations and you made it a den of thieves”.

I invite you all; living stones, the body of Christ, to be that safe place, and a fulfillment of God’s good news to our hurting human family.

May Palestinians and Israelis be saved

My song playing in the U.S and across many nations..

Read this mail from a friend missioner in middle east…. This is Gods breakthtrough I really thank God for such a great great opportunity ..its also in a chart room that is accessed by many people in the Middle east north Africa among many nations..i am exited Golry to Jesus!!!!!!!!!

 

Hi lawi,

A guy that owns a radio station came into the chatroom today. I gave him your two songs so he could play them on his radio station in the States.

I was going to ask if you could maybe come up with a neat 15 second theme song for the our podcasts. If you could that would be great, if not I understand as well…

God bless you

Ups and downs of life ;-)

 

Times have gone by and well well …ups and down of life u knw …I came back from Mombasa after one week of fun it was super cool!! Memories memories memories wacha tuu…nway am back to work and everything is fine though I must admit I had run dry spiritually …I haven’t attended serious prayer meeting ..i haven’t been reading my bible..my personal prayers had gone down and you know the consequences I have been in very very many troubles and compromised my stands but God s good the bible says those who are born of God shall overcome the world and that’s the faith..yep! God knows how to renew our strength …even youths may tire and faint but those who wait pon the LORD He shall renew their strength and they shall mount up like an eagle…AMEN!  So that’s basically me now God has renewed my strength spiritually I have this joy of the LORD trhat cant be bought Pastor Pete Odera used to tell us in prayr meetings that the ‘joy of the LORD is my strength ‘ those are King Davids words you know ..and that’s true you know ..the joy of the LORD has been my strength lately…well I shud not forget bout the trip to Mt. Longonot it was amazing though I was sick but God is good I was healed on the way

I received a call this Sunday from a colleague at work ati my song was playing in another station called U TV ..i thot that was really super cool man!!! I thank Jehovah receive honor and Glory …..i have met good people good people..i mean the world is full of good people I make new friends daily and I love it[at work and outside] …one thing I have come to lean is that actually most people are good !! if someone has an attitude and you understand them they become good its amazing ..i really am exited, people I thought were cold, I smiled and talked to them, people who might have wronged me, I just decide to do them good …people I had a negative attitude with , I change my attitude its MAGIC ……….well they might be faking it but its good its better that way.

Jesus said if someone does you a bad thing do them good ..its magic le me tell you …one time you will sit with them down and realize they had personal issues then or ..they thot ur a show off or a sadist or they just wanted to scare the hell outa you ..n-way the motto I have from today is to be good to everyone I meet…..AND AS STEVE PUTS IT IN OUR B.S UR THE ONLY BIBLE SOME PEOPLE WILL EVER READ!!!

I just realize how what you give is what you get, smile to the world and the world will smile back at you…Just as Jesus my LORD and savior sed that what u plant is what you get…….so from now on as I begin to seek God more I want him to teach me to love people more I think I have more love to give …coz I have been loved much by HIM also I have been given enough grace ad extraordinary forgiveness and cover by God and I shud be patient with people and cover them where I can ..Encouraging and doing what I can les when Jesus comes back [HE IS COMING SOON BY THE WAY] asks me what did you do Lawrence with happiness and grace and peace I gave you ..did you give it to people? well …..u sed it its one hell a challenge ..n-way the Grace of God  is sufficient …so far it has been Him not me so if I will be willing and work to seek him more and more he will Help me make a difference ………

Most people have been asking me about my full album and all that music thing and I must admit that am not prepared to do any major song thing for now …..maybe when I will be on annual leave …mid next year…. for now my boss deserves my full attention …………………..

 

 

 

Change Your Attitude, Change the World
by Mike Chalk

I used to tell one of my children, “You have an attitude problem.” Needless to say, such remarks only made the situation worse.

A bad attitude can create absolute misery. We may feel that our attitude is justified, but it still makes us miserable. How does a person respond to someone with a bad attitude?

The dictionary defines attitude as “a posture or manner of carrying oneself, indicative of a mood or condition, a state of mind or feeling.” How we present ourself to the world has a great deal to do with the state of our soul. And it can have enormous impact on the world around us.

One bad attitude can disable the atmosphere of an entire office. Discussion among employees often revolves around how to handle the disagreeable individual.

An attitude problem can grow from many causes, but I would guess it often stems from deep-seated anger. When I am honest with myself, my attitude problems begin with an interior dialogue that sounds a lot like grumbling.

And grumbling is frequently associated with frustration—often because we are trying to do too much in too short a time period. Frustration is the daily companion of any perfectionist. Nothing is ever good enough for a perfectionist. The rest of us just have a patience problem. Our impatience leads to frustration. Our frustration leads to anger. And anger gives root to bad attitudes.

Jesus addresses an attitude problem in the parable of the vineyard (Matt. 20:1-16). It’s a story that takes place in a work context where a group of employees think they aren’t being treated fairly. You know the story. The owner chooses people to work throughout the day to finish a job. When it comes time to pay each person, those who worked the last hour are paid the same as those who worked all day.

Those who worked all day are incensed at the apparent injustice, but the owner claims he has paid them what he promised. He asks, “Do you begrudge my generosity?” (Matt. 20:15).

In many respects these workers had lost their sense of perspective. The fact they were picked to work at all was an experience of pure grace. They certainly were not entitled to being picked over the others.

The owner chooses to be generous to a few. Those who have worked all day have a choice. They can either remain angry or be grateful for the owner’s generosity. Even those who worked only an hour will have enough money to feed their families that day.

Often we lose perspective in terms of the many gifts we have received, the most important gift being God’s generous love. Living in the grace of God can reduce frustration, perfectionism, and anger. It changes the way we present ourselves to the world … and our attitude toward life itself.

The super cool trip to coast!! lyfs sweet!!

its 2AM in a cool rooom near the coastal beach of Kilifi actually its few meters ..the beach i was swimming there till kedo 6pm… well it has been long since i posted stuff around i have missed alot i knw you wanna knw whats been cooking in my flowery blessed lyf …well for the girls am still single teheehehehehe girls say Amen !! he he

well lets just begin from my song it has been tremendous it has opened many doors to me i really cant tell its amazing and i give God thanks ,i have sold more copies and gave out free to others well i wish i had done an alburm coz my good friends and above all the workmates yaanni you guyz of better option rocks you have been such an encouranging and as we work together i pray i will be good im my realtionships with yah i love yah so so much so supportive and cool ..in Gheto FM radio reports that reach me is that my song has been requested alot and i might be going for exclusive interview if i Get time G Benno u have done me more work than anybody else and you are a star all those walks as we market my song all those n etworks bla bla all those advices , friends in Kenya bible group members , friends abroad in Christian writes, John and Claud of AFC thanks through your sites the song has reached many and you guyz in CW and AFC thanks for ur encoragemend i can mention names there many …now whom do you see??? please let it be Jesus its all for His Glory not me not at all

you can get it on you tube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RTQXYctP8Y

spiritually i have faced battles i never thought i will face i have found my self in damn compromising situations like never before …almost being run by a car..threats from ..le me not say…sick severally and almost thought God forgote me but HEYYYYYYY am strong than before,i really thought it will be over, i was just very close yaaaani…i sent prayers to close friends and i share with them they prayed for me and i am just crazy for Christ thatks for facebook friends Hope Fm chart my siz and bro at workplace my bible study group memberz  YOU GUYZ ROCK! God has used you mightly so what can i say ma moving coz of you guyz

NOW MOMBASA TRIP

I am on anual leave and we happen to have a prayer breakfast in Coast Mombasa with friends of Hope FM chartterz it was amazing travelling for 8 hours and the prophetic meeting itwas awsome ..thanks Geofrey my workmate fot ccompnying me…wewe msee uache uoga ya ku-swim in deep waters but i admired the way u bonded with my friends ..its like you knew them ..i was amazed ..you have good interpersonal skills ..i hope your maneger reads this he he heeeeeeee..jokes aside …after the breakfast the other group of frinds like 20 travelled to Kilifi with coastal guyz and it was awsome we feasted on Kuku like nobodies business …yaaani you coastal guyz whad did tjhos poor chicken did to you to deserz such …nway …then next morning coz of work the beautyful girls and handsome dudes sold outr for JESUS had to leave and go back to Nairobi coz of work ..now the left guyz or remnants le me be prophetic had all the beaches and time for ourselves ..okay le me just be brief my neck is starting to ache and tomorrow i have to travell to south coast..likoni and swiswim swim …am crazy daring i feel like just geting lost in the Ocean …n-way le me be brief ..i have been spending my time with Kim and the coastal gyz kina Kabs in the Ocean  or having chilly drinks this place is so hot yaaaani..i take a showe more than 3 two times a day ..by the time u are drying your feet with towel u start sweating on armpits ..its that hot …also on sunday we visited a church and a prophetric message sent ..i happen to meet an OGA  a broda from Nigiria!! a good brodah Yami..stays with Kabugi ..thanks Bugi for everything God akubless..now back to my adventures we have also visited several hotels and i have several bronchures nikirudi Nai ntawapa ncheki rates…am postponing my stay evryday life is so amazing here sweet no stress i really thank God for His favor i dont take all this for granted and in the middle of it i have seen His mighty hand and favor …and am just i love with Christ more and more and i just pray i will focus more in Him ..i truelly now testify that God orders the steps of a good/Godly man…i hav seen it ..i really have ..i wish this were the days i had time for detail testimonies ha ha ha

so what else??? ohhh tomorrow i still need to go to south coast ..but i have still tones of invitations from friends and thats a good excuse for me to continue staying in Coast TILL AM BROKE!!!! and am left with only fare to Nai ha ha ha

now its 2:45 am some gospel rocks on the back ground and i just live this am fullfilled and thank God coz His words is tru that …delight in me and i will give you the descires of your heart ……i can say i have seen the goodness of the lord in the land of the living …….the small sweet stuff we take for granted….

well i will see yah around guyz and thanks for everything and those i have fogotten …i apreciate yah ..its ..2:57 am and sleepy and tired i will talk to yah laterz ….LOVE YAH!